School is out here in the desert. The last day was the day before Memorial Day weekend. So let’s talk for a minute about my hero Lucy. Let’s talk about how to get through your sophomore year with low vision like a champion.
This is not for the weak of heart I tell you. It’s been a rough year for this girl.
I know from the outside you’d know that trying to get through school with low vision would be difficult. I mean, you can imagine that not being able to see assignments and tests would be laborious and stressful.
But until you’re in the middle of it, it’s hard to comprehend the details of how deeply arduous it is.
Low Vision Aids
Sure, Lucy has a magnifier that she’s now using constantly and that helps.
But most assignments are on the computer. And the ones that aren’t look like that up there on the right. Phew!
She has a special touch-screen computer, but she has to enlarge everything so huge in order to see it, that there are only a handful of words on the screen at a time. Every time I work with her I’m completely baffled at how she has any idea how to find anything. Even when the words are enlarged, the tabs are still tiny. The assignment lists are so difficult to find. The little tabs to turn in assignments get so lost.
Also, there is lots of group work done in school. I’m sure for most kids this is fantastic. But when a group of kids are reading and supposed to be taking notes, you shy away from that business when you can’t see to take notes, let alone see to read your section of text.
There is so much reading in school. And when you can’t see the words, and your computer is supposed to “read” them to you in a very robotic voice that’s tough to understand. And you have to shuffle through your backpack to find your earphones so as not to disturb your classmates…which is kind of embarrassing when no one else has to do that. I mean, you just want to be a regular kid after all.
So you end up keeping to yourself and deciding you’ll just catch up when you get home.
Get a tutor
And then you get home and realize that you have mountains of work from every class, and you work from the time school gets out until late to try to catch up. And your mom and dad definitely don’t know how to do your math, for crying out loud. So luckily you have the BEST tutor who comes from down the street at a moments notice to help you.
And you feel so grateful that he can come from nine until 11 on that last night before your final, patiently explaining everything to you on his whiteboard.
Phew. It really is so tricky and my heart simultaneously aches and celebrates Lu. This girl who works her tail off to learn and grow and be the best student she can be.
Surround yourself with good friends
Lucy doesn’t get to hang out with friends as much as she would love to. She’s up all night with homework so doesn’t have much time, but also interests have just changed so much over the years!
But that girl has the sweetest friends surrounding her. One of my favorite blessings from this year has been the high school carpool. See those girls in the back? They are pretty dear I have to say. And one of the dearest who has known Lucy for so long wasn’t there the day I took this picture.
There was one day at the end of the year when I dropped the girls off, and they all spilled out of the car. One of them stopped and waited for Lucy to wrangle in all her stuff together to walk in with her. It wasn’t like she’s never done this before, she does it pretty much every day (they are all just the best girls). But for some reason, maybe because I was already emotional about Lucy and all these end-of-the-year things that are so difficult for her to maneuver, I just started crying.
I called this girl’s mom to tell her how much I love her daughter, and we both had a good little cry together that our girls are friends. These girls have been Lucy’s cheerleaders ever since they were tiny. So grateful for good friends to help you get through the tough stuff.
The Last Days of Sophomore year
I helped Lucy finish a huge English project only to find that the format she chose wouldn’t be accepted. We were both so bleary-eyed wishing to be done, but started anew on another try.
She worked her tail off on another go: the “ABC”s of freedom. Dave and I stayed up late to help her color with very particular instructions (she would have been up literally all night long without our help).
I stayed up after that to email and connect with all of Lucy’s teachers after that. Those teachers are the best ever. They genuinely want to help. But no one can know how difficult it is for her to maneuver all the things the sighted kids can do so easily. She is really, really struggling and she works so hard.
But she FINISHED that as well as her culinary project and her chemistry project, and about a million other things.
And she was DONE!
The kids all started gathering in Newport a couple days before the last day for the beginning of our little Family Reunion. More about that soon, but mentioning right now because it was down to just me and Lucy that last day of school.
It was a pretty happy one. I mean, check out that face:
We celebrated at her favorite spot.
We helped Jo and the kids clean out their house that last day, then Lu and Elsie went to a movie. That night we had a last dinner with Jo and kids, and then, headed on our way to meet up with the rest of the family.
Have Family Support
Maybe the very best way to get through your sophomore year with low vision is to have a bunch of brothers and sisters who love you with all their hearts.
When we arrived to join them all, this is how they welcomed her:
A grand celebration for a job well done.
You are amazing Lucy!
On to Junior year!!